I have to admit I am scared.
I did well last weekend, for a beginner. But that doesn't mean squat if I screw up tomorrow. I guess I might not as scared if it wasn't such a violent sport...which I love. But my nose still hurts and is swollen...which could mean a number of things. Same with my knees. What if I get a serious injury? Or even worse, become ugly!
Erg...but I really don't care about hurting myself. I am more concerned with failing my team. i really look up to these guys and the last thing I want to do if fuck up. It would be so embarrassing. I mean look at these kids! Fucking around in daisy dukes! They really are a unique bunch.
(hopefully I will come back in one piece ^_^)
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